Goodnight

I gave up. I'm still not close to being done with my stuff. Whoops. Maybe this is why it's all falling apart.

I'm not even done with my first assignment. What is life?!

I hate school

I hate it I hate it I hate it. I just checked my grades and everything is slowly falling apart. Ever since Kindergarten I've put so much effort and time and health into my  schoolwork and now it's all just falling apart before my eyes. No matter what I do, it's not going to be fixed easily. I feel helpless and cornered.

10/8/14

Today was ok, overall. They announced court, and I wasn't on or anything but some of the girls who campaigned made it, which was pretty annoying. Other than that, I tutored for the first time for my service hours. It was actually really fun and enjoyable! Now I just have a mountain of homework to tackle. It'll be a blast....

On the bright side, tomorrow is a late-start day and I'll get to sleep in for at least an hour.

Goodnight!

I'm going to bed a little earlier tonight, or at least I'm gonna try to. I haven't done any of the exercise/dieting stuff I had planned for homecoming. Screw it, c'est la vie. Sleep tight!

I'm not doing my math homework.

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I'm getting sort of close to getting done with my homework. I'm a little disappointed because the "guest column" was really just a Q & A about my school's Student Section at Football Games. It's kind of a letdown. At least I'll get published in another school's newspaper.

I just want the homework to end... Last night was glorious, hardly having any homework...

I just did an absurd amount of Honors Gov. homework and now I wanna diiiiie

Homecoming Rant

Today we also voted for our homecoming court. I have mixed feelings about the subject; it's surprising knowing that people have actually voted for me this year. Not enough people to actually get on, but it's still really sweet and it's a nice form of validation. The one thing I hate though is when girls campaign.

It's never been much of an issue at my school since we aren't allowed to campaign and put up posters and stuff anyways, but this year girls, especially girls in my grade, have been canvassing for votes. It's annoying and unfair, really. One girl even has been passing out candy with "Vote (her name) for Homecoming Court 2K14" stickers on them every day. If you are actually worthy of it, you shouldn't need to campaign and beg and bribe for a vote. I know I'll never get on court for any dance in a million years, but I wish people would stop being obnoxious about court.

10/7/14

Today was pretty uneventful. I did get asked by a high school newspaper in the Akron area to write a guest column for them, so I'm pretty excited.

Goodnight!!!!

Now I'm watching Skins UK. It's pretty good so far.

I JUST FINISHED MY HOMEWORK AND IT'S NOT EVEN 8:30 YET

YISSSSSSS I'M GONNA WORK AHEAD ON MY STUFF FOR NEWSPAPER AND DO EVERYTHING I CAN TO GET AHEAD OF THINGS THIS WEEK YISSSSSSSSS PRODUCTIVITY IS THE BESTESTEST

My sister made me make dinner, so now I'm a little behind on my homework. It's nothing I can't recover from, though.

One down, a few more to go...

10/6/14

Today was, in terms of work and lack of drama, a pretty great day! I have hardly any homework to do for a change, and it's miraculous. I wish every day could be this easy. I did feel like I was falling asleep through most of it.

Today I organized the first Film Club meeting for next week, so yay! I also ordered a boutonniere for my homecoming date.

Goodnight!!!!

10/5/14

Today I've done pretty much everything except finish my damn Chaucer essay. I'm just so so so so so sick of writing essay after essay and revising essay after essay. I just can't take it anymore. It's too much work. I know that in the long run it'll help for writing essays in college and time management stuff, but come ON....

I'm not in the mood to get out of bed because I do that far too often and I don't recommend it.

I just wanna take a nap right now.I'm not about this life.

I start my community service next week. I'll be tutoring kids in inner-city schools. I'm a little nervice because I've had some struggles tutoring for NHS, but since these kids are in elementary school I think I can handle it okay.

I JUST WANNA SLEEP IN AND BE WARM BUT NOOOOOOO

Goodnight!

I just wanna procrastinate and watch Netflix