Goodnight!!!!

Like I need to reevaluate my life knowing that fact, I feel so behind on literally everything and anything!

Literally a kid from my class put together a social media platform for prospective DePaul students in a little less than a day. What have you done today?

Whoa...

In exactly one week, I am going to be 18. Wow. It kinda blows my mind, in a way. I'm going to be looking forward to it immensely, even though it really doesn't mean anything in terms of things I'm legally able to do now. All I get is legal "consent," smoking, the ability to drive at any hour of the night (which won't happen anyways with my parents), aaaaaaand tattoos and additional which I won't be able to get anyways. I can legally vote, but the next election isn't for some time. It doesn't really mean much, which kinda sucks, yet there's so so much attached to turning 18. Funny how that works.

Ugggggggh I don't wanna do my homework.....

1/15/15

Today was a pretty solid day! I got out of half of it, which was amazing! In video production, we storyboarded our project which is always interesting. I never took beginning art, so my drawing skills are incredibly limited and that was fun! English was alright, for what I was there for. After that, I went with a few kids from newspaper to a round table luncheon! It was alright; the food was pretty good which made up for the speaker being ehhhh, but the real joy of it came from missing half my day in school! 

Rehearsal went a lot better than I had expected it to! I knew my lines a LOT better than I thought I did, and that really helped things along. I'm not nervous about that show. I'm nervous about the one I'm directing since there's a lot more at stake for me there. 

When I got home, I got my first of probably several birthday cards as well as a package from Sephora that I ordered (which included my birthday gift from them). I love online shopping; it's like getting presents from yourself in the past!

Goodnight!

My painting wasn't very good tonight. At this point, I'm going to wait until I'm free next so I can try to redo what I had done/improve. I did work some on my megalithic collage that I started back in middle school. I want to finish it before I leave for college, just for the sense of accomplishment!

1/14/15

Tpday was a pretty great day! My classes were, for the most part, incredibly uneventful. But hey, that's life!  Video Production was a ton of fun. I have a pretty good group for my projects this quarter so I'm happy about that. I'm pretty excited to actually start shooting footage off-campus, compared to the projects I did last year. 

Rehearsal for the show I'm directing was ehhh, but we're doing better in comparison to other shows. 

After rehearsal, I went on an adventure to try to fill my tires with air. I was successful, and rewarded myself by getting art supplies at JoAnn Fabrics! Tonight, since I have literally nothing to do, I'm going to paint.

Goodnight!

IT IS FINISHED!

I also managed to pack my lunch, breakfast, and after school snack so I think I'm in solid shape! I need to fill out one more permission form before I go to bed. I can do my math in study hall tomorrow, so I'm just going to pick out my clothes for tomorrow and call it a night!

Oooookay so I posted the stuff on the DePaul Facebook page, PLUS I finished one body paragraph for my essay so I only have one left. Now, I'm going to get my drink of water, talk a quick walk around the house, and finish this essay crap by 10:00! Then I'll set up my math problems and call it a night!

My head is starting to feel better, but I still have -50 motivations to finish my essay. I kinda want to take a break and get some water, walk around the house a little, do some math or something, so I think I'll do that so I can get back into the Heart of Darkness spirit. I don't want to get out of bed, though.

I'm also going to try to post a revamped introduction on the DePaul page with my CROPPED art attached that way I can maybe get some attention back on the art and the possibility of somebody buying my artwork. Plus, it's been AGES since I posted my introduction and it's now buried under two and a half months worth of posts from new DePaul people and people who have been on the page for some time and post constantly.

I'm so so close to being done with my essay, it's killing me!

uggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh

Everything hurts and owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww I wanna diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiie

Ugggggggggggh

I don't feel any better, despite the nap, the aspirin, and putting food in my stomach. I'm going to try to hammer out one to two paragraphs for my English essay before I even CONSIDER napping again or going to bed earlier. I'm terrible about waking up early in the mornings, so I'm not about to be attempting to wake up at 5 AM so I can finish this essay.

Right now my head is killing me, so I'm going to nap before I even try to work!

Second Semester of Senior Year

Holy crap this year has flown by! It's hard to believe that I have only one semester left of high school. I'm okay with it, though!

Today my schedule changed completely, and it was really strange. The day seemed to go by much more slowly, and the majority of my day is a complete joke. I have a split study hall, newspaper, lunch, and stats all in one giant chunk between my two hard classes, and my morning is incredibly easy as well. It'll all be over in a few short months, and I find that really hard to believe. 

Video Production is looking to be the highlight of my days this semester! I'm one of two girls in the class and was declared "prettiest by default" and the "go-to romantic interest" for class projects. It's still a ton of fun, and quite the ego boost!

Goodnight!

I drank some chai tea and that's helping somewhat with the headache. I just want to crawl in bed at this point!

My head is killing me and I haven't even done half the things I said I would today. Go me. Wooooo.

Ugggggggh I just want to troll around Pinterest and not work on anything but also make art but nobody seems to want my art like ugggggggggggggggggggggggggh 

Sooooo I don't really want to work on my essays and stuff, so I'm taking a break to work on scholarship applications for DePaul!

Ugggggggggggggggggggggh I don't want to work..............