I'm heading home now, I'm probably going to sleep early tonight!

Ugggggggggh

I've opted not to go to the lacrosse practice- I need a nap!!!!!

3/19/15- I SURVIVED!!!

Today, while I dreaded it severely last night, wasn't nearly as awful as I had expected it to be. However, it was INCREDIBLY eventful!

First thing in the morning, my fellow "editor" hobbled into the room on her crutches. She was clearly incredibly exhausted just from that effort; I had no clue as to how she was going to survive the day. Our staff adviser was at a meeting/appointment at the time, sooooooo basically she still doesn't know that she's been fired yet. It was incredibly awkward; I felt like I was going to vomit!!!!! Everybody else felt uncomfortable as well; I'm the only person who ventured to talk to her. At the end of the period though, all hell broke loose. She turned deathly pale, and started freaking out- she had lost her vision. She was rushed to the ER, and from last I heard they think that a blood clot may be the cause of things. Regardless, she should not have returned to school so early, and this will be further prolonging the time for her to fully return and to be fired... 

I kinda feel bad for her since she's getting all this awful stuff piled upon her at once, but the firing issue has been a long time coming.

Today I didn't get to sit by Jack during Mass, but I still looked cute and I managed to sleep adorably nonetheless! I also managed to successfully finish my trailer, and it's VERY much improved. There are still a few small things that I want to tweak tomorrow, but if I don't it won't be the end of the world. My partner and I also decided to go our separate ways for our next project (a music video) and we're both pretty pleased with that!

Ugggggggh Goodnight....

Tomorrow isn't even a late start like screw tomorrow ugh. The only thing that'll make it any better is if I look hella cute and sit by my friend Jack at Mass. We always falls asleep and its hilarious. Anywho, wish me luck tomorrow!

Yup, MORE CARMONGEDDON!

On my way to Improv tonight, she texted me and informed me that she's coming back TOMORROW. YUP. EVEN THOUGH SHE CAN'T WALK SHE IS COMING TO SCHOOL AND IS GOING TO RAIN HELLFIRE UPON ALL OF US IT WAS NICE KNOWING ALL OF YOU

Uggggggggggh more Carmongeddon?

Seriously?! Apparently she's returning to school earlier than expected- she plans on coming back to school tomorrow.... We weren't expecting her until next week because SHE CAN'T EVEN WALK RIGHT NOW LIKE HOW IS SHE PLANNING ON GOING TO AND SURVIVING SCHOOL?! It's absolute lunacy!!!!!! Once I heard from her best friend that she's planning on returning, I immediately told the Dean of Students who I spoke with on Monday what was happening and then shot a text to the Adviser so they can prepare in case she actually does make an attempt to return to classes. Especially with Newspaper being the first class of the day... 

I hope she doesn't come back tomorrow, because this week has been pretty awesome and I don't want her to ruin it for me. 

Wednesdays are far too busy for me, I can hardly take it!

3/18/15

Today wasn't too shabby! Nothing particularly special happened, but I know that Dylan and Abby are apparently going to Prom together. I don't mind it at all, I just wish that they had told me what they did to ask and the sweet things like that! I know I'll be in a group with them, so that's what matters in the end! I don't really know much about what I'm doing for Prom this year. In terms of a dress and a date. Like I'm going dress shopping with Abby this weekend, so that'll be taken care of soon enough! As for the date, it's a bit more complicated. I wouldn't make Andy come down because I know he'd be miserable and I'd be miserable trying to make him enjoy himself in an environment where he's far from comfortable. I don't really think anyone is going to ask me, although I'd really love it if my friend Jack or Tony did. I'd have a ton of fun with Tony, but I also really enjoy Jack as a person; he's super funny and I always want to get to know him better. Sometimes it just seems like he would prefer to avoid me though, so I'm a bit uncertain about that. The only other people who would probably ask me are creepy guys or guys who I barely know. If I'm in doubt, I'll maybe ask my friend Andrew to come or one of my friends from Newspaper. I'm kinda nervous about that whole thing, I guess. I don't really know why anyone would think of me when it comes to this stuff. Uggggh self-esteem is currently shriveling up, I better throw myself into work, training, improv, more work, and then exercising tonight if I'm ever going to ride it out...

Goodnight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3/17/15

Happy St. Patrick's Day everyone!!!!!!! My day today was solid; I was pretty productive. Since I was running around all over the place, I'm extremely tired right now. There's no way I'd ever be able to get any more homework done/work ahead on stuff. I ran back and forth between school and my grandparents' house due to a lacrosse scrimmage and my sister needing a ride home, plus I drove this morning and on the way home for the night! I also took a lengthy, scenic walk around my school's campus. It was pretty nice. There's this gigantic hill that my school sits on top of, and the football field/track/other sports fields are all at the bottom across a bridge through a wooded area. It's very pretty, especially when the sun is shining on beautiful days like today. It was fairly chilly though, and going up the hill was murderous on my thighs!!!! I need the workout though. I may just take another walk tomorrow before the practice, we'll see. I also managed to lay out a page for the paper in less than an hour, so I'm super proud of myself! That's 1/16th of the issue, and it frees me up to help other people with their pages too! So overall that was very productive.

I've basically been dead since I got home, so I'm getting to bed earlier tonight. At least, that's the plan!

Goodnight!!!!!!!!!!!!

Blehhhhh I really should exercise before I go to bed but I'm honestly so so sooooo tired and I don't even want to finish my homework! Ugggggggggggghhhhh send me strength, readers...

Lacrosse Practice

Practice today wasn't too shabby! The breeze combined with the occasional sprinkle of rain made things a little rough, but that's survivable! A boy was injured though. He rolled his ankle, but not too severely. We only had to really worry about icing it and making sure that it gets taken care of. Tomorrow we are going to put him in an ice bath again and then tape him up before their scrimmage.

I really like athletic training; I'm pretty good at it, and I really do enjoy helping people. I've never really had a bad year with it. Even when I worked with the Girls Lacrosse team that never really needed me that often, I was never bored or stuck with nothing to do. There's always somebody that needs help, and through training I get to meet and get somewhat close to people who I ordinarily would not give a second glance in the hallway. 

WOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm heading to Lacrosse now and the sun came back, so needless to say, I'm a  VERY happy camper!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love days like today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The rest of today was pretty solid as well! I managed to get all my stuff turned in and I don't have too much work to do tonight, so I'm thankful for that! My ass was also saved in Video Production thanks to a deadline extension and footage from a project made two years ago! Plus, the weather was FANTASTIC so when I go to Lacrosse practice later, it'll be pretty pleasant!

3/16/15, or Carmongeddon 2: Electric Boogaloo- the Happy Ending

SHE IS GETTING FIRED THIS IS A GREAT GREAT DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not for her, but for everybody else. When I found out, I was so happy I could have cried! She won't find out until she returns to school sometime next week, so there'll be some awful final explosion from her, and she'll probably attack me, but honestly that is worth it in order for her to stop terrorizing the class this year. Everything that I've experienced from her hands will be worth it once she is gone. 

Goodnight!!!!

I'M *basically* FINISHED

THERE WERE LIKE FOUR MATH PROBLEMS THAT I HAD ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA HOW TO DO BUT OTHER THAN THAT I AM ALL DONE WITH MY HOMEWORK LIKE GO ME I AM SO SO PROUD OF MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M ABOUT TO EXERCISE AND PACK A GOOD LUNCH AND WORK AHEAD ON SOME STUFF LIKE YAAASSSSS EMILY YASSSSSS GO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY ESSAY IS FINISHED BEFORE 9:00 I CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's Go Time...

I've done my reading, I've contributed even more to my essay, and I did my small list of outside chores for the night. All I need to do is finish this essay and haul ass on my AP Stats, then I'm officially caught up on all of my schoolwork. I CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm miraculously surviving, guys! I'm halfway through my AP Stats homework, I'm on my second body paragraph in my AP English Romanticism essay, I finished my second AP Bio lab assignment, and I'm about to do the Dracula reading that I need to have finished so I'd say I've made it to about the halfway point with my homework! Once I finish everything due tomorrow, I need to make sure that I exercise before working ahead on my extra credit for Religion and my next major assignment for AP English.

I don't have a clue as to what I'm doing. I'm dying, oh my goodness if I don't make it out of this alive tell my pets that I love them and that my sister can have my room and my money.

PROGRESS!!!!

I finished my lab report, and my goal before lunch is to get an outline of my paper on Romanticism done! I think I can handle that easily enough. After I finish the paper, I'm going to catch up my math homework, take an exercise break, then do my remaining math homework. The quarter ends this week and my grades are the worst that they've ever been EVER. I need to do well on this essay, and I need all the points I can get in all of my classes, especially with my sinking grades in Video Production and AP Bio.

Happy Sunday!(?)

I'm about to be doing schoolwork for the majority of the day! I'm not exactly happy about that, but I mean I did dig myself into this hole so it's my own damn fault. 

Goodnight!

I'm almost done with my lab report, thank goodness! I still have to write a paper tomorrow and then finish all my math that I STILL haven't done since last Monday as well as reading more of Dracula. I think I'll make it just fine, though. My mom really wants me to work on another scholarship tomorrow as well, so I'll just have to see how far I get. I'm pretty nervous about my .grades since the quarter ends at the end of the week