All I've done today is homework, blargh.

Meh Morning

So far this morning I've had this really weird, "meh" feeling. I don't know how to describe it other than by saying "meh." I just wish I didn't have to go back to school or that I was off at college instead. Not that college would be any easier than high school, but I just don't want to deal with any people. I don't dislike the people I go to school with, I just think that nobody there really gives a shit about me and that hurts a lot. Like when we had the little donut/thumb-wrestling assembly on the first day of school- everybody was with their own little friend groups talking about their summers and comparing schedules, and I was all alone. I tried talking to other people, but it didn't really work because I just felt so out of place. I know that in college, I can find some lasting friends easily enough. I still have my friends from New York, but since I'm completely alone at school and at home, I just feel hopelessly lonely.