Goodnight

I'm done.

I hate when textbooks ask rhetorical questions. It's like "I don't know, you tell me!" ya feel

My grades are the worst they've been in my entire life. I've never been below a 4.1, and now I'm at 3.9. It may not seem like a big deal, but to me it means so so so so so much. I hate that it does, but I can't help it. I shouldn't have taken on this much work. I shouldn't have stretched myself this thin. But I did. There's no turning back now. If I can make it through this semester, I'll be ok, but I just don't believe that it's possible for me.

I'm somewhat managing my mountain. There's still a lot I need to do, though. I hardly understand it all anyways. I'm just screwed in every single subject right now.

ugggggggh

I finished my first bit of homework, thankfully. I'm so so so so so sick of schoolwork dictating my life. It's so mundane and the majority of it is busy work.

10/9/14

Today had a lot of ups and downs. The downs all had to do with grades, unsurprisingly. I bombed my AP Bio test, just as I had expected. I also was shocked with a poor grade on my first Honors Government test of the year. I'm really annoyed with that because the teacher didn't tell us that something was supposed to be in our essays that we wrote so I automatically got a C. I'm so sick of grades. Everything is all about grades and it all comes back to grades in the end. I hate it. I also have a mountain of homework.

The ups all started after Government class. In Bio, even though I failed the test I actually won a competition and got some bonus points. It was a big surprise. I was a bit of a dark horse in that race. After school ended, I went and tutored at the elementary school again. I got to work with the absolute sweetest girl I've ever met! She was so polite and nice, and even gave me a lollipop and invited me to go rollerskating with her on Halloween. It was precious. After that, I went out to a house where I'll be spending my weekend dog-sitting. It was beautiful and the dog was as precious as can be! I'm really looking forward to taking care of her and having a house to myself for the weekend.