Sunday, November 9, 2014

I give up

Goodnight, if you can call it good.
I can't stop feeling sad right now because literally every chance I've had to see Andy, something has gotten in the way. No matter how hard I try it's like the universe just doesn't want to see me be truly happy.

Bleh

I'm still not done with homework. I still feel terrible. Nothing has changed.

Kill me now please

I'm not ready to take on more responsibility, nope nope nope nope what was I thinking?!

11/9/14

Today I had to get dragged along with my sister to a local protestant church for a religion project she had to do. It was alright, but I've been really sore and stiff lately from pulling hella muscles when I attempted to work out so that put a damper on things. 

Today has also been hella stressful because nobody worked on the Honors Gov project except for me, and by the time someone had started doing something she was basically reiterating everything that I had already said in the presentation and she was changing a bunch of stuff with the format and design of our presentation. It's my co-editor-in-chief, the girl who micromanages everything to the point where nobody wants to work with her. In addition to that, the newspaper is supposed to go to print this Wednesday and I have hardly seen any stories, and I only just finished my story about the girls soccer team because the girl who was taking notes didn't send me her notes until I reminded her about three hours ago.

On top of all of that, I still have a huge Honors Gov packet to finish, an AP Bio test to study for, an English exam to prep for, and I have to make time to exercise and do some chores. 

Needless to say, I'm fucking stressed.

Yesterday

Yesterday, despite the fact that I didn't get to spend it with Andy, was a pretty solid day. I went to this fantastic German restaurant for Food Club, and oh. My. GOODNESS WAS IT DELICIOUS. I had some fantastic Wiener Schnitzel and a lot of Spätzel. I've been craving Spätzel for ages oh my goodness. I didn't want that meal to end!!!!! Other than that, not  a lot happened yesterday.