Thursday, October 16, 2014

Goodnight

I'm ridiculously tired now, and my sister is expecting me to drive tomorrow so I'm giving up for the night. I hope I don't screw myself over on these next two tests.

Music From Tonight

This is what I've been listening to all night. I'm still super tired though.

Study Break

I can't focus on my economics. It's boring and uggggggggggggggggh I don't wanna do it!!!!! I really want a nap. I feel like I'm gonna be out cold once my head hits the pillow tonight.
I hate studying so much.

I wanna watch some Netflix

I wish I didn't have to study and stuff now. I just want to listen to music or watch movies or a show on Netflix. I just get so worn out. It's not even an issue of motivation, I'm just tired all the time. I cant wait for my schedule to get more relaxed in college. I wish I could take it easier for the rest of my life, but that's not gonna happen. I'm making it a goal, for my own mental health, to watch at least one movie per week outside of film club. It'll help me de-stress and it'll give me even more of an edge in filmmaking- you have to watch movies in order to know what you're looking for.
I've been listening to the Submarine soundtrack for the past few hours. It's so so so so gorgeous and ahhhhh Alex Turner is a beautiful and glorious man with a beautiful and glorious voice and beautiful and glorious songs!!!!!!

I DON'T WANNA DO HOMEWOOOORK

10/16/14

Today I didn't do much of anything. It was a late start day, which was glorious on so many levels! I tutored some, which was lovely. This Saturday I'm attempting to get the people from my homecoming group together for a movie night. I only have two definite yeses so far, and hopefully a few more people will RSVP soon.

My mom worries about me a lot because I never hang out with anybody outside of school, so this really helps her out as well as me.