Catch-up

Jesus Christ the past few weeks have been hell. There was a 30-hour stretch last week that was the worst of it all. Here's the essentials of what you need to know:

• I had a lot of projects and assignments for school all going on at once and they stressed me the fuck out.
• I helped cast two student films which also was incredibly stressful.
• The guy I was seeing gave me hella anxiety. Then he broke things off with me last week and it's been a whole mess of problems that I just don't want to go into anymore because I've already suffered enough because of him and just want to heal.
• I lost my internship because my bosses were incredibly worried about my mental health. They saw me wearing myself thin, barely sleeping, and getting eaten alive by anxiety and depression, and they were scared for me.
• My friends have been doing their best to pull me out of this hole but I still feel like I'm being buried alive. This is the lowest point my life has been in in almost three years.
• I'm seeking professional help because I can't fight this alone anymore.