Tuesday, January 26, 2016

19 and STRESSED OUT

I've been gone for a week or so, it's been a little while since I've posted. Of course, a whole lot happened because this is DePaul my and life is a show from The CW. But it hasn't been all bad!

This weekend was fairly stressful- I had a LOT of work and a herculean amount of cleaning to do. There were many moments where I thought that my head was going to explode. My sleep schedule is beyond fucked. I'm still beyond stressed, and have a whole lot of work ahead of me. I'm honestly struggling so so much this quarter academically and I just want to hole myself up in bed and not do the whole "grown adult"/"functioning member of society" thing.

There's a bright side, though. I met a guy and he's really awesome and sweet and stuff! He lives on my floor, and is actually right around the corner from me. Last quarter I always saw him walking around and we'd always wave and stuff, but never really talked to each other. Then about a week ago we were hanging out with mutual friends while he was somewhat stoned and had a nice conversation and really hit it off. We exchanged numbers, and then started talking here and there. Then Friday night, I hung out with him and we ended up cuddling the entire night, and in the morning, he kissed me. I was honestly spinning, and I still kinda am. We cuddled again the next night, and he asked me out on a proper date! We've been hanging out pretty much every night since. I like him a lot, but sometimes I'm a bit alarmed by how quickly everything has happened. I feel pretty confident about things, though.

Also, happy belated birthday to myself!