Goodnight!!!!!

So about that whole "getting to bed by 10:30" thing? Yeaaaaahhhhh I'm all hyper now so that isn't about to happen! 

So I'm kinda nervous about tomorrow...

In class today during Newspaper, we had a guy from the company that is developing our app talking to us about how to use some of the features. It was interesting, and I'm looking forward to seeing how things turn out! After that, however, the staff adviser revealed that even though I thought another girl I worked with this morning and I were able to send the issue to our printer properly, there were several pages that had some sort of "error" and we can't print until next week. She said things about "feelings flying around" and other things of that ilk and that tomorrow, some people would be working on playing with the app software and then others are going to have a lovely private chat with her about all the things that went wrong. There's no way that I am not at this meeting, with my position. I just know something terrible is going to happen and somebody is going to be incredibly upset and tears are probably going to happen somewhere along the line. I've dealt with enough tears in that class this year, whether they're mine or someone else's, and I'm not in the mood to handle even more.

900th Post!!!!

I JUST HAVE TO FILM ONE SCENE AND THEN I AM DONE PRAISE BE!!!!

Also, HOLY CRAP 900 POSTS!!!!!!!!!!

My math homework was actually INCREDIBLY easy, so all I have left to do tonight is read some more of Gulliver's Travels for English and film one short scene for Video Production and I'm done!!! It's glorious! I think I can be in bed by 10:00 and that makes me want to cry tears of joy!!!!!!!

I have a terrible headache right now and I just want to sleeeeeeeeeep

Ugggggghhhh I don't want to do my homework or anything right now; I just want to lie in bed and wait for the week to be over already! Tomorrow needs to go as fast as humanly possible...

1/29/15

Today was atrocious. Well, this morning was really atrocious, the rest of the day was a blur. 

So I get up early as can be so I can get to stupid school to read the stupid paper before the stupid printer's stupid deadline. Even still, I'm running late due to traffic. I nearly got killed by an idiotic woman who wouldn't wait for me to pass her before she switched lanes who nearly drove into the passenger's side engine of my car. Thankfully, I'm quick to get on my horn and gave her an earful. I actually rode her tail for a while, blaring my horn. I always do that to people who try to kill me. After that, I may have been caught by a traffic camera in Akron on my way to school. I was accelerating after a stop sign and saw a bright flash of light from a large Plexiglas box and knew I was done for. 

None of this would have happened if I hadn't been manipulated by this girl. None of it! I was rushing to get up the hill to school because I knew that if I was late she'd be so so angry and would not hesitate to publicly berate me. I get to the room, holding back tears from my frustrating drive in, my guilt from having to lie to the one girl, and the shitty feeling of being manipulated. SHE WASN'T EVEN THERE!!!!!!  The nerve of her, to manipulate me and hurt me like that and send me through this pile of shit to not even show up!!!!!! I didn't even end up having to do anything for the paper anyways. I was just a warm body in the room. I could have been a warm body in bed, and for that I am incredibly angry.