1/29/15

Today was atrocious. Well, this morning was really atrocious, the rest of the day was a blur. 

So I get up early as can be so I can get to stupid school to read the stupid paper before the stupid printer's stupid deadline. Even still, I'm running late due to traffic. I nearly got killed by an idiotic woman who wouldn't wait for me to pass her before she switched lanes who nearly drove into the passenger's side engine of my car. Thankfully, I'm quick to get on my horn and gave her an earful. I actually rode her tail for a while, blaring my horn. I always do that to people who try to kill me. After that, I may have been caught by a traffic camera in Akron on my way to school. I was accelerating after a stop sign and saw a bright flash of light from a large Plexiglas box and knew I was done for. 

None of this would have happened if I hadn't been manipulated by this girl. None of it! I was rushing to get up the hill to school because I knew that if I was late she'd be so so angry and would not hesitate to publicly berate me. I get to the room, holding back tears from my frustrating drive in, my guilt from having to lie to the one girl, and the shitty feeling of being manipulated. SHE WASN'T EVEN THERE!!!!!!  The nerve of her, to manipulate me and hurt me like that and send me through this pile of shit to not even show up!!!!!! I didn't even end up having to do anything for the paper anyways. I was just a warm body in the room. I could have been a warm body in bed, and for that I am incredibly angry.