Wednesday, March 18, 2015

Ugggggggh Goodnight....

Tomorrow isn't even a late start like screw tomorrow ugh. The only thing that'll make it any better is if I look hella cute and sit by my friend Jack at Mass. We always falls asleep and its hilarious. Anywho, wish me luck tomorrow!

Yup, MORE CARMONGEDDON!

On my way to Improv tonight, she texted me and informed me that she's coming back TOMORROW. YUP. EVEN THOUGH SHE CAN'T WALK SHE IS COMING TO SCHOOL AND IS GOING TO RAIN HELLFIRE UPON ALL OF US IT WAS NICE KNOWING ALL OF YOU

Uggggggggggh more Carmongeddon?

Seriously?! Apparently she's returning to school earlier than expected- she plans on coming back to school tomorrow.... We weren't expecting her until next week because SHE CAN'T EVEN WALK RIGHT NOW LIKE HOW IS SHE PLANNING ON GOING TO AND SURVIVING SCHOOL?! It's absolute lunacy!!!!!! Once I heard from her best friend that she's planning on returning, I immediately told the Dean of Students who I spoke with on Monday what was happening and then shot a text to the Adviser so they can prepare in case she actually does make an attempt to return to classes. Especially with Newspaper being the first class of the day... 

I hope she doesn't come back tomorrow, because this week has been pretty awesome and I don't want her to ruin it for me. 
Wednesdays are far too busy for me, I can hardly take it!

3/18/15

Today wasn't too shabby! Nothing particularly special happened, but I know that Dylan and Abby are apparently going to Prom together. I don't mind it at all, I just wish that they had told me what they did to ask and the sweet things like that! I know I'll be in a group with them, so that's what matters in the end! I don't really know much about what I'm doing for Prom this year. In terms of a dress and a date. Like I'm going dress shopping with Abby this weekend, so that'll be taken care of soon enough! As for the date, it's a bit more complicated. I wouldn't make Andy come down because I know he'd be miserable and I'd be miserable trying to make him enjoy himself in an environment where he's far from comfortable. I don't really think anyone is going to ask me, although I'd really love it if my friend Jack or Tony did. I'd have a ton of fun with Tony, but I also really enjoy Jack as a person; he's super funny and I always want to get to know him better. Sometimes it just seems like he would prefer to avoid me though, so I'm a bit uncertain about that. The only other people who would probably ask me are creepy guys or guys who I barely know. If I'm in doubt, I'll maybe ask my friend Andrew to come or one of my friends from Newspaper. I'm kinda nervous about that whole thing, I guess. I don't really know why anyone would think of me when it comes to this stuff. Uggggh self-esteem is currently shriveling up, I better throw myself into work, training, improv, more work, and then exercising tonight if I'm ever going to ride it out...