Guess what time it is....................

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR EMILY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!

I AM OFFICIALLY AN ADULT EXCEPT NOT REALLY BUT FUCK IT I LOVE THIS!!!!!!!!

Goodnight!!!!!!

I'm not quite at 10% yet, so I'm just going to give up now and get to bed. Hopefully my charger cords arrive sooner rather than later. I did queue some posts for tomorrow and even into the next day, since I'll have limited access to a computer. Keep your thoughts with me tomorrow and Friday, even if it's only for a few seconds! Whether for my birthday, ankle, stress levels, diet, or show, please think of me!

Speaking of Milestones.....

I've passed 850 posts!!!!!!!! I mean, most of them are incredibly short, but for a person as apt to change and apt to give up as I am, this is a pretty huge deal as well as a wonderful sign of commitment. I'm proud of me, to be honest!

I still have 20%..... I guess that means 20% more posts for tomorrow?

Right now my cat is asleep on the foot that I'm not icing and it's super precious!!!!!

28% Battery... Let's do this.....

I'm going to try to queue up a few posts for tomorrow, that way there's SOMETHING here if I don't have access to a computer in the evening. 

Tomorrow

Oh my goodness I'm going to be 18 tomorrow.... I'm sure a bazillion people are going to forget all about my birthday, but the people who matter will remember and that's what counts! Even though it's my birthday, I'm still going to be having an interesting time trying to balance my ankle, my shows, and my homework. There won't really be much time for celebrating, unfortunately. 

Speaking of my ankle, I really need to take it easier tomorrow. It's super sore, and when I have the ice pack on it it almost stings! I just want it to be better and to go back to normal. Tomorrow, I at least won't have to climb any ladders or lift heavy loads. I don't want to return to the boot at any cost, so I'll take what I can get! I'll go easy on the stairs as well and try to take the elevator from time to time. 

I also wish really badly that I could exercise again. I really miss seeing the visible results, and I'm worried that I'll gain back the weight that I lost from not being able to do too much. I am basically limited to crunches, arm circles, and anything upper-body, which I don't have to many options for.

So I just want to heal as fast as humanly possible, because I just want to be okay and to get back on track!

I did get pretty far. With my study hall tomorrow and on Friday before class, I should be able to finish the paper just fine, laptop or not! I'm just going to devote my final moments with battery to blogging, and just winding down for the night. I found the power-saver mode on this thing FINALLY so things are looking up a little bit! 

I have only 45% of my battery left, so I may as well give up in a few minutes. At least I'll have a power cord by the time the week ends!

I placed an order for not one, but two new chargers on Amazon.com and it should arrive by Friday! It's nice that I only had to pay $12.80 for two chargers, plus it'll be nice to have a backup/spare for when the next one breaks. I have the worst luck with chargers, really. I constantly need new ones or need to replace chargers.It's a pain in the ass, especially since phone chargers and the like are about $25-$30! That's a quarter to half of my average paycheck!!!!!

At least this forces me to work harder on my research paper since my ability to work on it tomorrow night is extremely limited.

At this point, I just want a new laptop. I'm going to need one for school anyways, so why not get it for my birthday?!

Screw chargers, honestly.

It couldn't have come at a worse time, either! I have to do a research paper; like COME ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Like I've only had this charger for about three months, ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!!!!!!!!

Ugggggggggggh my laptop charger isn't working ugggggggggggh.

uggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggghhhhhh

Welp, my parents weren't too keen on the spreadable items idea for a present because they want to give me something "more permanent" than that. They offered up the idea of a watch, but I never wear anything on my wrists save for a hair tie! It's really a stupid first world problem, but it's far more entertaining to try to think of a gift than to work on my research paper.

So my parents want me to try to think of something I want for my birthday that isn't on the list I made ages ago because fuck guidelines, amirite?! All I can think of is Biscoff Butter and Marmite, so I hope they lower their expectations.

I have -100000000 motivations right now. 

1/21/15

School today was fairly ordinary; nothing special happened. I'll definitely get to perform my show at the Area Theater Conference, so I'm pretty excited!!!! It's coming along so well! Also, somebody st my school apparently killed a 10-year-old boy when the kid ran in front of his car. It's pretty sad; I can't imagine the pain that boy's family is going through nor the pain that that student is going to have to live with for the rest of his or her life. 

I'm pretty excited for my birthday tomorrow. It'll be nice to get to sleep in on my birthday!