Goodnight!!!!!!

I'm done.

I give up. I've done as much as I possibly could on my paper, so now I'm just going to go other my other homework and call it a night.

My Birthday, Continued

I'm sore, I'm tired, and I just want to go to bed. Only a handful of people actually knew it was my birthday today. I know I shouldn't feel sad about that, but I can't really help it. Plus, my mom is mad at me for a bunch of little things and stupid mistakes I've made throughout the day, and then my sister hasn't exactly been very nice to me. Plus, I still have that stupid research paper to finish! On the bright side, Andy sent me a box of chocolate covered strawberries and a super-sweet note, and it was wonderful to come home to that surprise!

Ugggggggggh school....

My Birthday so Far

It's been a pretty good day for me so far, but I'm working on one of the stupidest research papers ever and it's giving me a migraine.

My final show...

I can't believe that tomorrow night marks the end of my theater career. I wish it could have lasted forever. Theater gives me the most sensational rush, but I just don't think I'm good enough to ever make a career out of acting and the like. Even if I diversified my skill-set, it'd sill be a struggle for me. That's kinda a reason why I'm pursuing film. Nonetheless, I will relish every last second I have onstage: no matter how small the audience, how many people are there to support me, how I do with my lines, no matter what I will be taking it all in.

One thing that has been bothering me has been the amount of people in the theater program who say things like "Ugh, I'm just so done with this" or "I can't wait for this to be over." That's not the spirit to have!!!!!! You never know which show will truly be your last. I know this is going to be my final scripted role, and that makes me deeply sad. When I think back on quitting Fools this year, I really regret it. If I had known last fall that that would have been my final Fall Play, I would have been so much more appreciative of every second on that crappy, gymatorium stage.

I know some of these people have a few years before they take their last bows, and other seniors have the school musical as their last show, but that pisspoor attitude needs to stop, because what we have is something wonderful and they are completely taking it for granted. And what's more- those underclassmen who are "so done" with a show can leave. Nobody is forcing them to be a part of the theater program. It's not a civic duty. It's a choice, and if you make the choice but regret it, please don't ruin the fun for the people that do.

I'm in my study hall now. I should really be working on my research paper, but at this point I'm too tired to care. 

Apparently nobody is seeing any of my scheduled posts that have come up so far.... Okay, Blogger.....

At least I'm spending the big one-eight with people who mean a lot to me (despite how absolutely annoying several of them are)! And this weekend will be great, Andy's coming down to see me, Abby, Dylan, and POSSIBLY Tony (if he can ever get his schedule to work out) and I are going out to get lunch. On top of that, I'll get to get my filming finished on Saturday, and it'll turn out pretty nicely in the end! My family is coming over to celebrate my birthday in two weeks, so I'm pretty excited for that. By then, my ankle should be just fine as well! It's going to be fantastic, I just know it!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!

It's my first birthday while I've owned this blog!!!!! And now I'm a legal adult!!!! But let's be honest, that doesn't mean anything for another three years when I turn 21. *deep sigh*