goodnight

Now I'm just listening to Kanye and feeling sad.

Down in the dumps (literally)

I'm really worried that I'm just screwing my entire life up this year. My grades are slipping despite the exorbitant amount of work I put into all of my classes, the newspaper is nowhere near as good as it was the past three years, I'm all alone, and I hate it. I'm not doing the things I love, I'm not spending enough time with the people I love, and I don't want things to keep slipping. I mean I haven't even made my bed, put my laundry away, packed my lunch, or collected the trash and taken it to the curb. I may as well just stay out there with it and let the trash man take me to the dump.

I FINISHED MY ESSAY THIS IS A GLORIOUS OCCASION

I'm still screwed, just not as significantly as I had been!

And I still need to shower, oops.

At least I have Kanye West

Homework is killing me. I still have hella math and hella paper revisions and hella stories to edit and hella quizzes to study for and hella laundry to put away and hella bedmaking to do and hella lunch to pack and I'm hella screwed

I got back about an hour ago from a food club outing. We went to a Thai restaurant and it was absolutely delicious! Asian cuisine in general is one of my favorite things. If I had to rank the cuisines I liked best, it would go in this order:

1. Comfort Food- MAC AND CHEESE! Hell-ooo....
2. Asian Cuisine
3. Seafood
4. Barbecue
5. Italian Cuisine
6. Breakfast Foods!!!!!
7. Mexican Cuisine
8. French Cuisine

I'm dying.

I leave in an hour and I still have to read a play, do three math worksheets, revise an essay, read an article and write a summary, and read and outline Article 2 of the Constitution. I'm screwed on so many levels.

I've hardly made a dent in my homework for today hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha star student right here

Homecoming

Last night was so much fun! I've never really had fun at any of the dances before, but for the first time ever I actually did. Mostly it was thanks to my friend, Dylan, who was my date. For the first time in forever I feel like I actually have a close friend at school. Here's how the night went from start to finish:

First, Dylan and I met up at my school with my mom so she could take a few pictures of us. We were there really early, and the DJ for the dance was there and he was locked out so we did what we could to help him out.

After that, we went to my friend Kaela's house and met with some other people for pictures. We went to dinner at Outback Steakhouse, and it was a little hectic because they lost our reservation. It was still tasty though, so I'm pleased!

At the dance we had a ton of fun. I've never had so much fun at a dance before! The entire time he gave me a lot of attention and was very sweet and conscientious. He even carried me to the car because my feet were killing me! No one has ever done something like that for me, and it was very sweet.

After the dance, went bowling with some other friends. I didn't want to go home, that's how much fun I was having. Overall, my favorite parts of the night were the car rides everywhere. I didn't realize all the things Dylan and I had in common, and for the first time I felt like I had a real friend at school.