Tuesday, February 24, 2015
2/24/15
Overall, today was pretty awful. I finally got an email from DePaul about the scholarship, and well... I didn't get an interview. I'm pretty upset about that since it sort of validates all the feelings I had been having the other night when the whole posting of scholarship brags began. That, on top of the whole beautiful homecoming queen getting with my ex thing threw my self-esteem in the shitter today. I haven't felt this awful about myself in quite some time.
The only good part of my day was volunteering at my school's blood drive, but even that got marred since my poor sister went through some traumatic experiences in that whole process. My sister has blood drawn regularly for tests and the like, so she was expecting things to be a piece of cake. And of course, they weren't! Her nurse could not find the vein correctly and wound up bruising her arm pretty terribly. She had started to cry and she absolutely HATES crying, so I helped her out and got her tissues and juice and cookies while she was feeling horrible. Once they finally got the needle into her arm properly, they cut her donation short since she wasn't getting blood out fast enough, so she basically went through all that trouble for nothing. Now, she's in a ton of pain and so am I.
I just want to sleep, so I'm probably going to ignore the majority of my homework again.
The only good part of my day was volunteering at my school's blood drive, but even that got marred since my poor sister went through some traumatic experiences in that whole process. My sister has blood drawn regularly for tests and the like, so she was expecting things to be a piece of cake. And of course, they weren't! Her nurse could not find the vein correctly and wound up bruising her arm pretty terribly. She had started to cry and she absolutely HATES crying, so I helped her out and got her tissues and juice and cookies while she was feeling horrible. Once they finally got the needle into her arm properly, they cut her donation short since she wasn't getting blood out fast enough, so she basically went through all that trouble for nothing. Now, she's in a ton of pain and so am I.
I just want to sleep, so I'm probably going to ignore the majority of my homework again.
LOL @ My Self-Esteem
So this morning I found out that my ex boyfriend is going to the school's winter formal with another school's homecoming queen… Meanwhile, I'm the trash queen...
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