Saturday, May 9, 2015

5/9/15

Things have started to look up. I wrote a "letter" to Jack about how he hurt my feelings and just kinda let it all out which was pretty beneficial for me. I'm actually going to deliver it. I'm gonna wait to do it until Tuesday cuz the next morning I'll have the AP Stats test, so I won't have to see him first thing in the morning the next day and I'll have a day to just kinda hide away and let him reflect on it. I'm kinda nervous, but at least I have everything written down so it's not like I have to say it to his face. That definitely helps. 

Prom= A Pretty Mehhhhhhh Night.

Last night was interesting, to say the least.

Pre-Prom was pretty solid, Prom itself was super awkward because neither my date nor I were really feeling it the whole night, but people kept trying to get us to dance and "have fun." At one point we just went off and talked the whole time, and that was way better. Then, he ditched me at afterprom and I've felt pretty shitty ever since.