Goodnight!!!!!

Iliza Schlesinger is my new favorite comedian oh my goodness...

At this point I'm just going to give myself a spa night because nothing else matters anymore! WOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Uggggggh more Teen Angst

I am sick of my father. Earlier he was giving me all kinds of shit for not knowing how to change the lightbulbs in his car, calling me "stupid," "fucking useless," an "idiot," and "a waste of sperm." Honestly, what did he expect to get from his daughter who has only ever had to fill her car with gas or use an air machine at a gas station to fill her tires?! I don't know where we keep our fucking car lightbulbs, SORRY! And I sure the FUCK don't know what to do with one once I found it!

Oh my goodness, I love stand up comics...

Hmmm...

I may as well just watch a movie at this point! I could maybe find a way to exercise as I watch, that way I'm not being a complete bum and my parents can't complain...

Uggggggggh working is hard....

I really want to be productive, but I don't want to do schoolwork (AP Bio labs that I have no clue when they're due, AP Stats worksheet that I still haven't started yet...) or work on scholarship essays and applications, or move, or go out to find a job... Uggggggggggggh

Okay, so I've done like 3 scholarship applications today!

That's pretty much all I do anymore. It keeps me busy and makes me feel productive. I don't mind though, I could be doing much worse things with my time! The funny thing is, I keep doing all these other scholarships and none of the scholarships my mom asked me to apply for! Like the "Optimist Club" scholarship. I'm not a really optimistic person. I don't think this scholarship is really cut out for me! I'm going to try to finish it today so I can turn it in tomorrow.

I really don't want to do anything today! I'm not really in the mood to do anything, really.

Last Night

So at around halftime during the Superbowl, our power went out completely. We had no electricity or heat, so we were pretty screwed. We used our phone data to watch school closings, and thankfully our school called off. Even if they hadn't we couldn't leave our house anyways since the county is in a Level 2 Snow Emergency, which means we can't go anywhere unless it's necessary. The power came on again last night around 2 in the morning, so I'm just glad it came back! Now I have a lovely snow day at my disposal!