Goodnight

Goodnight moon, goodnight stars.











Goodnight NSA agent forced to sift through my posts who keeps racking in my pageviews. You're the bestest!

Oh gosh, I'm sorry that last post was so emotional. Just ew. I done goofed.

I suck at goodbyes

Today was the last day that I'll ever see many of the friends I've made over the past three years. In truth, I was never really close to the majority of them, and I'm pretty sure that many of them just straight-up don't like me at all. For instance, one girl who I've been doing theater with has never exactly been the nicest to me, no matter how I treated her. The past few weeks she's been ignoring me because I didn't write enough about her performance as Sandy in Grease. Every time I try saying hi to her or complementing her she shuts me out. I'm not going to miss that treatment in the next parts of my life.
The one thing that I am going to miss is definitely Andy. He's been an integral part of my life for nearly a year, and frankly I'm having separation anxiety. I kept telling myself I'd be strong and keep it together, but I can't help but tear up every time I think that I won't see him every time I turn around in math class, or next to me in study hall, or when I walk into school in the morning. I already miss the bear hugs he'd give me when I'm having a rough day and the traditional hug every day before we went home. I know it'll be okay in the end, but it's still super terrifying and saddening.

Oh wait, that wasn't a GIF and I'm extra slow today. 

Cat GIF of the Day

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Currently I'm sitting in study hall, and it's hella boring. Usually, I have my Andy here to entertain me with cat pictures and videos, or with a summary of whatever movie he just watched, or stories from his job. But he finished school yesterday. So now I'm alone. Bleh. 

There's nothing worse than when you need to be somewhere and the people that you're responsible for are running late.