Low Moment Y'all

Ugggggggggh now I have to deal with the freaking Carmongeddon bullshit tomorrow on top of this dumbass project, my placement tests, prom dress bullshit, AP Bio test that I'm not prepared for at all crap, and a ton of other bbullshit that isn't coming to my head at the moment. This week is going to suck more than last week did. At least I had a light at the end of the tunnel last week, you  know? This week I have nothing. There's the state theater conference, but to be honest I don't really want to go since I'm the reason my school doesn't get to see Spring Awakening, I'm not performing in an individual event, and I'm stuck rooming with two girls I barely know and another girl I don't even like since all of my "friends" just HAD to room together. It would have been better if I just didn't sign up. They'd get to see their musical and they wouldn't have me weighing them down as a person who needs a room. Good god and I'm trying desperately to lose some weight, but that's looking highly unlikely, especially with my sister stuffing me with fast food in an attempt to "make me feel better." I feel fucking sick and I want to vomit. I'm not going to finish my project, and let it be known that I don't even care anymore. I can't take it right now, I can't take any of it. I just keep feeling worse and worse.